Thing is that every time I do, I feel bad. Talking to friends about it has gotten me into this mess. How can it get me out? xP

Perhaps keep isn't the best word choice. I have been distracting myself, but the usual outlets for me have been difficult.For all intents and purposes, I pretty much need to d something that encompasses all of my thought. What do I mean? I mean doing something that actually distracts me from everyth...

That's easier said than done. I don't want to lose a friend and I now just habitually just keep trying things myself. Now, my attempts at contacting her are definately desperateness. I will admit that. I don't want to lose my best friend and I will do whatever it takes to keep her. I will have to ch...

So, I know what has to be done now. the problem I now face is that my best friend has blocked all communication with me, so she'll never actually know... Time will only tell, but I have bee creative in getting messages to her. In my last one, I told her I hoped that we'll be able to talk again by ou...

Repelled my first Jhen last night... multiple times... It was amazing. XD I loved how badass it felt when you were the only one left on its back and you were too far from the ship. I also have just enough materials to make the armor, but I am lacking the Dragongem needed to make the plate. I also ne...

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I hate tests where I don't know shit about the stuff to do for thm, =_= I have an AP Exam at 12:00 and I don't know if it's that I go to my morning classes or they let me just come in late and just take the test. The latter makes much mre sense for test taking, but... I honestly hate this. XP EDIT: ...

Grey looked around and realized that Maxi had broken the formation to lead them to a small clearning through thick trees that appeared quite easy to get lost in. She turned around with a smile and waved them over and within moments, the guild found themselves at the safe entrance of the guild, witho...

That would explain why I couldn't use it. XD I nevr played Gunner, so I'm guessing selecting what bullets you use are the same thing.

Well, that strikes off my major problem of not being useful. XD

Sirth, the Festival of Fear is up. ^_^ I may not be of much use right now, but maybe you can take me along, if you plan on doing it? I need to learn how to be useful in my low rank, for now. How do I man the ballista? XD I keep gboing near them and pressing everything, but nothing happens--I am gett...