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If there's one thing that's worse then someone breaking a promise between the two of us behind my back, it's when they lie to me saying they didn't. It's quite unfortunate for them that I have many sources where they are needed, as well as the ability to read people all too easily. It's quite futile, really. I am never angered, nor will I ever hold a grudge, but I do with-hold trust. Today, that lack of trust prevented me from taking great leaps in life, though I don't think I regret it. I won't really cover the specifics, but I grow ever further away from an old friend.

My heart is an impenetrable fortress. Things like insults or poor treatment normally won't bother me at all, as I know not to take strangers seriously. If anything I usually laugh. Though when I allow someone into my heart, then it's completely different. That is why I trust so few of my friends.

For a less emo sounding post, I get to watch over Kyro today! He's my eldest brother's cute little doggy. If I can remember, I'll take pictures of him. :P Getting to take care of other people's pets is a treat for me.

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Lawl. Such an emotional surging week. I don't mind being honest but I hate when I need to be the negative one and people don't handle that well. I don't want to lie to people but answering something can sometimes create great fissures... so sometimes I'll just tell them a story that when analyzed, answers their question. If they don't understand later, then I do what's right and say it. I'm sure a few people around here have noticed that despite my presence of mind, I'll give a bad answer or even continue to give bad answers until I can feel that no one has understood yet.

I know I probably sound like the type that will take an emotional problem, blow it up, and then sulk for days and days about something trivial. MY HEART IS LIKE A BAD METAPHOR BOOHOOOO (////;)! It's really not like that! I cry a lot but I just wipe it away, get up and go on. I'll usually make goofy jokes or poke fun of my emo-ness while I'm at it. This is just the only forum I visit and I hate blogging so I type it out, not expecting any response... nor am I attention whoring. I hate that!

In completely different news... I'm about ready to throw out my sketchbooks so I don't need to see them anymore. I suddenly stopped drawing and animating all together. Usually when this happens, I come back later wanting to draw something and I've improved. But this time, I don't know what I'm doing and my drawing is just worse. I guess it was also a bad time to try a completely fresh art style. :/ Of course it'd be stupid to actually give in to the desire to throw it away. I'll just give it a month or so to see if things turn out better. ^-^