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I only realized it was Easter two hours ago.

It's now 11;13 PM. :[

oh and happy easter to everyone

Don't worry you probalby didnt miss much I'm already regretting this

regret? why?

^-^ I'm largely detached with my relatives, especially my father's side. I won't have anything to do with those drunkard snobs. Through out my life I've been trying very hard to mend myself with my actual family. My father and I are close but I'm still working on the rest. If they started to refer to me like a human being then it'd be much easier. :]

In other news, when I was stretched on my computer chair my eldest brother pulled my arms back. I fell backwards right through a custom table, with each leg embedded with crystal marbles. We were laughing our heads off and everyone downstairs was like OMG WHAT HAPPENED ARE YOU OKAY

It's even funnier that my chocolate bunny broke its neck in the mess of things.

Ugg, I hate my relatives. Completely opposite here. I'm embarrassed by them. My mom's parents are both dead, her sisters hate her but the few that do care are wellfare miscreants (I say that because THERE'S NOTHING wrong with them - one aunt has never worked a day in her life but has NO problem going to yard sales and superstores and purchasing shit).

Then my dad's side, my grandparents... I love them, don't get me wrong, but... I don't have to "like" them, do I? -_-; there's just... little things that they have done... throughout our lives. The dislike has really just built itself up over the years. And then there's my worthless uncles and aunts - the only one I give a shit about is Uncle Paul - but he dropped out of the Navy to do NOTHING else with his life except spend it working parttime jobs, has no health insurance, despite being diabetic and being near death on several occassions so it's just now to the point of no return.

Oh and then there's my cousins.. Tiffany is alright, but my other set... well Janie, high school dropout, got knocked up and despite all of us trying to help her, social workers have removed the child from her care - and I think I heard rumor of another pregnancy scare in her life?

Meh, because we've been Navy we've never been around our cousins and relatives much. The tragic part is, whenever we did, their mom was a damn dirty bitch who had them removed from her custody several times, and whenever we would try to bring them to our house to have a great time with us they acted AWEFUL and worse... WE would always end up with head lice soon after.

So, there's not much I like about my family. Don't get me wrong - I'd fucking cry if anything happened to any one of them and they are my family but... really... I want nothing to do with them.

The Navy saved me a horrid fate - because my mom was strong enough to realize "they need INCOME" and she was too proud to want to live off welfare. So, I got sorta pissed off at my one aunt who, after my mom has been through this for the past 20+ years, told my other aunts that mom was "bragging" when she finally purchased her house. They've all owned their trailers nearly their whole lives - at least they had a place to call "home". Mom's never had that and felt that she just wanted to express her to joy to everyone at purchasing her first new home.

Pfft, left my mom crying for a few weeks. Personally I feel "Mom, BRAG! Rub it in their faces that you were smart enough to break out of those West Viriginia hollers and MAKE something of your life."


<_< Sorry, I had to vent... I hate talking about family. I love my parents and my sisters. That's all the family I need ^_^.