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Hmm. I always like to claim I have never intentionally hit anybody, but thinking about that... well, it's a lie. Even if I was young and stupid. It's not even like I was angry. Just one of those moments where my emotional restraint snaps and I go into a state of drastic action with no regard for consequence. It makes me worry about becoming a killer one day, because sadness and misery would become catalysts for violence.

Thinking back to my high school years, I actually did hit somebody once. One of my friends was genuinely losing a fight for once(first time ever) so I struck the guy in the face. Not sure if it was shock or what but the force was enough to send him tumbling back and leave a dent in the wall with his impact. He got up and kind of stared at me, his inflated red face closely resembling a plump tomato. He tensed up even more and was poised to attempt to hit me back. With the eyes of a crowd and my glare, both parties backed off and things were resolved. I do not care. I did not want to see her hurt. I guess at the time the whole "break it up" thing would not bring results in a timely matter. That moment was never spoke of again until now.

Remind me never to get into a fight with Roselbiscuit.

I don't believe I've ever truly been in a fight nor struck anyone with rage. The only person I would have wanted to strike growing up would be my brother, and doing so would have been like swatting a hornet's nest. In short; I'm a tiny person and could easily have been destroyed.

I was in one real fight in junior high, but it was broken up

mofucker took my lunch and then had the nerve to jump me after I called him a fucking asshole

I got my lunch back though :/ I could just never look that guy in the eyes again

But, you know, I don't blame anyone for hating me back then. I was pretty annoying.

So my brother is going to propose to his girlfriend. That's cool, because she's super nice and I like her quite a bit. I hope he makes her happy. I'm always wary about my brother's ability to not be an asshole to the girls he's with, but I guess he's matured quite a bit so that's unfair of me to say. Me and him are both very much "Serial Monogamists" though, in that we seek commitment and are happiest in relationships, rather than doing a lot of dating. I, for example, have never been on a "first date" with anyone.

Anyway, I mention this because it has been on my mind lately. I will have two sisters in law! I did always want a sister.

In romance stories, every now and then there is a common love interest. The loved one, aware of how the others feel about them, will be put into a situation where they will have overlapping events or a tight schedule with two or more of her/his lovers. Today I was put into one such situation, and I thought it would work IRL.
Arrived ten minutes late with another girl.

Irrelevant to anything
It's not worth following your life's dreams and ambitions if it means putting yourself into debt or other uncomfortable situations. This guy is assembling a massive 4x4 out in the country while he's scrambling for pennies, dealing with a drug addiction, and picking fights with nearly everyone out there.

Somehow money became my highest value in life this past year. Money and charm gets me everywhere and everything, and this is coming from somebody who is not much of a big spender. I want to save up enough money to raise a child to pour my love into. And by love, I mean love from my heart and not my wallet.