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they'd also belong to me and, thus, not be the quaint mix of "oh, look, my relative!" and "hahaha glad that it's not my problem" -- if it starts crying, I can just ignore it; the child's keeper will attend to it.

Again, I know with absolute certainty that I would be physically violent with my child. I would be incapable of raising it properly; in fact, I'd be highly likely to kill the fucking thing the first time it started crying and would not shut up. Something in my brain starts to twitch when I hear children crying -- even ones that I am related to.

I hate children; I tolerate and even like the ones I'm related to. Does not mean I don't find the sounds of their screams igniting a cold dark wrath within me.

Fair enough.

*is scared of Kino*

just don't start bawling in front of her

It is a truth I have peacefully accepted.

I'm not a very nice person. :3

nope

what is that from

Yesterday I've read of a game developing studio called Vae Victis...and I remembered that they still have to fill a gap in Legacy of Kain's storyline after Defiance

...and they will never do it.
I'm sad.


And I still have to finish LOK:BO1

WUT

it is Professor Coldheart from Care Bears!

Mr Kino teases me all the time about being Professor Coldheart

don't really know anything about the care bears

o_O I... think they make medical wards for conditions like this.

*shrugs*

I don't want my own children, but that's just because I don't want to be responsible for them since I really just don't think I would be a very good role model and I'm not the type that wants to be burdened with any sort of real responsibility - or I at least want to have the option of backing out if I don't feel it's going to work out.

Besides, I would really have a serious issue if I heard my child was being treated the way that I was when I grew up. No, I couldn't even stand it psychologically.

^_^ But, I still enjoy children and I will not deny that there is a part of me that wouldn't mind trying to raise one despite saying all of this.

*shrugs* It's like the subject of getting married. The way I see it: if it happens and seems right in my life, then I'll know I'm ready for it and should do it.

Now, I honestly don't know you too well Kino, but it sounds like you have some underlying issues behind this - which is fine and doesn't make you any less of a person. In fact, you are taking all necessary steps to be responsible to avoid the issue. Still, a part of me wonders (and I mean this in no way to be condescending or offensive, but that I'm generally worried for a dear friend) if you shouldn't talk to someone about it. I dunno if it could ever "fix" it but I'd hate for it to be part of a slew of other underlying problems that you are letting build up.

>_> Kids aside, it really concerns me when you are seriously concerned that you might hurt another human being.

But this is just me talking. ^_^ Just worrying about you here, Kino. ... I do NOT want to turn on the news and suddenly see your face plastered on the screen o_O;