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kino -_-

*sigh* We can have a fail club, Kino!

Too late from the looks of things

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Fail-Club/247623817538

So! Here's what I decided to do:

I'm pushing that section back further. The original intent was for Amar to escape away at night, to follow his story and close with it at the end of the chapter and then pick up with Maxine and Kriss.

Instead, Amar has disappeared and I'm going to continue with Maxine and Kriss and I'll deliver Amar's fate at the beginning of the next chapter.

Pushes it back, builds up some suspense and let's me continue writing. In the final version I can reflip them if I want or whatever. HA! :3

And I've given p just out of loss of motivation. A little talk with a friend of mine ended up in me losing motivation. I don't get readers, so I already am harder on myself than I should be. So, having at least her to talk to about it kept it up. @_@ She's too busy, so I kind of have nothing left.

It's fun to write a story, when I know its going to get noticed. >_< I think I'm losing creativity as my life becomes less fun. My character development used to be very good, but now I feel like its too forced and everything. XP

Well, the other problem is that if you only read the first chapter, you won't get it at all. XD It's one of those things where I let the backstory get leaked out over time. And ummm... I dun' have a NaNoWriMo account. Too lazy to go through with all the registering crap. XD

And I realized why I was not enjoying myself on that: my other story is just so much more fun to write. It's not serious and has more of a cute nature to it, despite it having a dark plot.

Curse my love for Mother games giving me inspiration. XD

one dude's campaign I was in

we all had to RP ourselves in 15 years

it was very interesting to see how people view themselves through caricatures of where they think they will be in 15 years

xD The other part of the difficulty of this is that this chaacter has a story from a long RP I created awhie back. And I wanted the story to tie up loose ends. XD It's just hard to make a guy have as many conflicts at once:

1. He feels he can never find his wife.
2. He can't forgive himself for being why his family is torn apart.
3. The woman he's traveling with already had a one-night stand with him before the story began; she and he are slowly developing something more.
4. An enemy he thought he killed (TWICE) has come back, technically speaking. Extraterrestrial parasites and their "Queens" are starting to awaken.

In a way, the plot does remind me of Evangelion, just because the Queens evolve as they are killed and develop new ways to delve into the victim's minds.

Victory is almost there, I imagine.

For me, that is.