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As impractical as that is, I appreciate it. And if I ever find myself in Houston I will for sure let you know and we can hang out.

I woke up six hours too late. Stupid dreams.

I know that feel...
It's getting colder and the weather affects drastically my mood

^ Blanket?

It turns out I'm going to have to do Dark Dawn all over again. I'll try to speed through it with a guide, this time.
I didn't get enough Leather Boots for everybody. I just can't live with the shame.

Seriously, this is pissing me off now. My mother expects me to ace EVERY SINGLE TEST for this stupid online course, because it's the only one I'm taking in this half of the summer semester.

First off, it's geography. Unless it's Europe, I struggle with everything about it. Second off, the sections are incredibly long and dull--it's difficult to remember stuff. Thirdly, I'm out of my element. I'm better with an actual lecture.

So, I'm getting Bs on my tests, but my mother's all, "YOU SHOULD BE GETTING As. YOU'RE NOT TRYING." It does help that being nonchalant about it is my way of dealing with the anxiety that I have.

Sorry I haven't been around much guys. The last few weeks have been MEGA ___ for me - and when I've HAD free time... :3 I've spent it on Harvest Moon. (sorry)


To bring you guys up to speed of my life:

I had that interview on the 10th. It went well. My sister said that at work all the manager did was rave about me (she loved me).

I found out a few days later - I didn't get the job.


BUT! :3 she was going to try to put me into the position I WANTED to be in - the website developement side of the company. The one I tried to get into but there was no open positions and my resume went ignored.

If she couldn't get that to work, she was going to put me into another department.

So: :3 I was hired! sorta....

Last week I got a call:
They are filling out the paper work to officially hire me: in one of those other departments. Sad but... :3 whatever! I'm still fucking happy. I was too late to make the current training class, but once the next one is scheduled - I'm in it!

*sigh* So... XD MY DAYS WORKING FAST FOOD HAVE BEEN NUMBERED.... sorta...

My sister says the training class schedule is always iffy. They train people in groups so I have to wait for more hirees - could be anywhere from a couple weeks to a month or so. T-T UGGGG!!!! THE WAIT!! NOT KNOWING!!! GAAAAAAAH!!!!

^_^ It might just be a silly call center, but I'm still super excited. It will still teach me things in my field a little bit - and :] I can lurk at the group I want to get into and shove my resume in their faces when I hear of an open position.


..... They are putting me in the department where I get to try to convince customers to stay with the company.... ..... ....

I think I will need to purchase a stress ball.... or an "Anger Pad" where I get to write all my vicious insults while I'm on the phone with these people..... .....

WHATEVER XD At least I will be sitting down. Wearing nice outfits. Able to wear my hair all nicely done. Come home NOT FUCKING EXHAUSTED PHYSICALLY!!!

And not smelling like a french fry. Maybe that's what I'll do. I'll post a picture of McDonald's on the wall of my cubicle where I'm sure to see it. Be like "This is what I left behind." XD That will make me smile wide.

Awwww, Maxine! : D I'm so freaking happy for you! That's so exciting!

Wish you the best for your new job Maxine!

I thought I managed to deal with my fears and worries but I was much mistaken, I feel so down and sad I can't even concentrate on my online courses...

^ Why sad upside-down cat?

Would have liked to be more productive today, but spent a lot of time lifting construction-junk for my father instead.