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Idk if ill have time to do anything since its pretty busy
go visit campus -> drive -> visit another campus -> drive ->visit third campus -> drive home

I had my first actual panic attack today. I was looking into applying for art school next year in a coffee shop and suddenly started panicking and even hyperventilating a little. I don't know where it came from. It was truly awful. I called my mom and told her, even though I usually don't want to worry her.

I had had one cup of instant coffee at home and was halfway through a cup but I usually have 1-2 cups a day so that isn't anything abnormal for me. I really don't want anything like that to ever happen to me again, I think I might stop drinking coffee for a bit, that seems to be a common cause of those.

My sister had a panic attack two weeks ago.

if you have a panic attack you typically shouldnt have caffeine for like a week if you can help it

Day 1: failed

It could be stress based as well.

Good godn I'm tires today. Had to do an airport run to keep my passes in check, four hours to do two airports with over two hours of crew bus journey. Urgh.

It's probably both right now. This is hell-week at my bible college. Papers and midterms, ect.

Hahaha, hell week... At Bible college.

Brb hanging up my banners

edit as not to double post:

Why do I always talk to her? It messes me up for days afterwards. Snap out of it, Zamisk. She moved away.

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Today we had several 10-second power outages at work.

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Power was not lost to my computer or to the phone-device we use

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There is no justice in the world.

All better.

This is just going to be me venting my frustration with NaNoWriMo being impossible for me to do with how crazy things get during November. I had the time in high school, but never the grades, so I wound up focusing on school and never got to do it.

In college, I'm busting my ass for the grades and have no time for this and it's just very disheartening. I don't even have time to write for fun anymore and when I do, I feel like I'm writing an essay with how bare-bones it is. It's not even fun and it's just incredibly frustrating. XP

I know I can do this, but I just don't have the time and I have to skip out on it again. I'd do Camp NaNoWriMo, but now I have to work during the summer. =_=

I mean, I have to write 3 research papers all at the same time... screw 1k words a day. I need sources. =_=

I have been sick for like a week now and it's made getting work done pretty @#$%ing difficult.

I hope you're feeling better soon Reynard. (^_^)b